Amazing seven month

I don't know why I made this post. after I had a good relationship for 7 months. I can not forget even though it was three months after the relationship. until now I still can not believe that she could hurt me like this. This may be because she's very nice to me when the seventh month.
Now I can Only remembered that memories. Memories that can make me very happy and also very angry.

Relationships that can not be returned. and can not make me believe again. Relationships that have made me become an apathetic person and made me a smoker. I hate the habit of most before.
now being a smoker to help me forget everything. and helped me writing this post.

oh its very Damn! amazing seven month. Could chance everything in my life.


thanx for everything. I hope I'll never feel again the worst ending.

and also Life must go on...